Day 78

Again, today is going to be brief. All of you God-Squadder out there, take a listen. He doesn't exist. Its just something that makes you feel better about yourself and safer in this crazy world. God is a convenient excuse. People lean on their god when times get tough. When Colts coach Tony Dungy lost his son a few weeks ago, he said "We know James is in a better place, and god had his plan for him. He has given his life for the Lord." Whatever gets you to bed at night Tony. What was god's planning in letting B.J. Garson die on new years eve falling off his balcony. They said he would have been fine, but he hit his head on the way down on another balcony. People say all of the time that people who have died "watch over us and guide us." Do you think if this were true, BJ's father, who just died of cancer a little over a year ago, would have just let him drop? There is nothing that my father wouldn't do for me, my brother, or my mother. But I've got news - he is dead and he can't do anything to help us from the grave. If he could, he would. But he can't because there is no afterlife. Sorry to be so bitter today, but I am sick over a lot of things in this world. This is why I write this blog, to vent. Nobody said life was fair or easy, and I should probably just shut my mouth. But not today. The only thing we are guaranteed in this life is that we are all going to one day die. Think about that.

Song of the Day: "Death Around the Corner" by 2Pac